Capturing Few Fleeting Emotions from Roy’s life
Date :- 29th September 2018, 00:00
I have lost my creativity. My heart has turned blind to imaginations. The emotions don’t knock on the doors to my soul anymore. I stand at the crossroads now…one that takes me away from completeness and one that brings me closer to nothingness. How can I stay back and be complete without you? How can I drift far to emptiness when oblivion has found a home in me?
I lost my creativity the moment I pushed you away. My heart turned blind to imaginations the moment the last smile of yours scarred it for forever. The emotions stopped knocking on the doors to my soul the moment you sailed away snatching my soul with you.
I cannot recall anymore why I delusionally kept holding on an end of the string. I do not seek answers anymore to the questions that have turned mute for so long. Maybe, the moments betrayed us or Maybe the circumstances played us. Many truths weren’t enough and few lies were always sufficient. The smile that once pacified the stormy surges of emotional tides now brought back the restless and sleepless nights. The fragrance that once seductively kept my soul wanting now intensifies the loneliness within. The lips that once promised to soak all your infinite tears now cries to your poignant memories. Your embrace that once was my refuge now has estranged me.
I have lost my creativity. My heart has turned blind to imaginations. The emotions don’t knock on the doors to my soul anymore. All I do remember is your final smile. All I do feel is your breath kissing me goodbye. All I do see is you waiting by the window and looking up at the sky…searching among the moon and stars…wetting the last photograph of ours in your tears…cursing me to have left you alone…
all I feel is my heart beating in you as I look down while transforming into a star, that is destined to shine brighty ONLY for you…
(These feelings depicted are beyond rationale and so it is advised to read with a compassionate heart)