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Male/25/Anonymous

I fear rejections. Who doesn’t?

But my case is different. I fear getting rejected of being a friend. I don’t know whether I am introvert or I am just unsocial. But, I really put the effort of being the nicest guy for the person whom I am with. It’s not as if I enact the role of a good friend rather I fear of doing anything that would hurt him/her. Because I actually do not know how to be a perfect friend. There are no rules to it yet there are so many examples of such great friendships. Unfortunately, I didn’t have any nor seem to make one in near future.

As of now, I think there is no one whom I could call a true friend of mine. Sounds so lame when I write it in this way. Being a guy, how can’t you not have friends? , the million dollar question. But I am very selective about people and things in my life. I just don’t want to hang out with people only for the sake of a company. When I make friends, I can even take a bullet for them. And in that process of so much honesty and sincerity, every friendship or relationship of mine ends up in a big illusion wherein even taking a bullet for them is not enough.

Maybe what this world wants is not a hero. They want a devil. A devil who can treat people like shit and even then get respect out of them. The things that I learned after every such relation were: First, never expect people to treat you with the same intensity as you treat them. Second, never think you can hold people by being nice to them. Third, most important, backstabbing hurts the most.

As for now, I never could become the devil and so faced broken relationships. They told me that I was too nice and so they didn’t deserve me.

Well, Will I ever change to be the guy who doesn’t give a fuck about anyone? I wish someday I could because it seems a universal law to me that,

” When you don’t give a fuck about anyone, everyone gives a fuck about you !”


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